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5:18 pm
so sad today... shld be a fun n enjoyable farewell party... but den became like crying session....
she n her husband is going off liao... going to china... so sad... she is auntie jun(thats what we always call her)... from primary 4 until now.. she has been like our fairy god mother... take care of us... bring us up to be more a responsible person... she is our youth grp leader........
really very sad... to see her leaving us to china to begin her new chapter in life..... we (e youth grp) always look upon our great teacher in life.... she teach us a lot of things in life, encourage us... but den sometimes she used to scold us quit often... coz we r quite of irresponsible guys( can see) .......
we make a very special scrapbook for her.... writing our thank u for her.... n our baby photo.... when she saw it... she is beri touch... n start to cry... n so does we!!!!!!
hai... too bad... life have to continue.... she is going to china with her husband for e business.... really do hope that she be e same cheerful n happy as now.........
9:56 pm
love is patience
love is kind
love is understanding
love is care
love is forgiving
love is hopes
love is preserveres
love is trust
love is happiness
love is sincere
love is respect
love is honour
love is faithful
love is not envy
love is not proud
love is not boasting
love is not self-seeking
love is not rude
love is not keeping the truth
love is not revenge
10:05 am
erm... i also dunno wat to write this time... dunno wat to write... wanna write for 4e5 pple... but thinking of aldis, yl, erwan... nothing to write...(they ask me to write abt them...)write some poems lyk penny n derek do... english no tt power yet... wat to write????
er... yesterday never go skool... coz headache in e morning... not many pple believe... but it is true!!! damn headache... thinking of so many test making me headache... never had this be4... argh!!!!!! tell u all e truth.... if e nxt day got test... n i e nite be4 never study or study half way thru..... walao!!! tt nite cant sleep... if worst!!! got oppression( check dictionary..) sian... alway lyk tt..... when will e 'o' going to finish !!!!!!
nxt thing.... today 1st lesson got a shock... tt HOD of MT tell me tt i have to retake 'o' chinese.... walao!!! told her to cancel off my name... but den she go hand-up my name!!!!!! wa biang!!! n say if i get A2, she pay for e fee for e retake paper.... BY E TIME I GOT BACK E CHINESE RESULT... IS NXT YR LIAO LOR..!!! watever... maybe fated ( GOD's will!!!)
hai............... (tell u something... from e blog 1 till now, how many times i wrote HAI....?????)
not really looking forward to tml... another sian day... got bio practical... doing e same old thing, cut tis cut tt... draw n draw... walao!!! den got ENGLISH!!!! wa biang!!! n got ss n physics later on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7:01 pm
i wrote this blog after reading aldis blog....
erm... same as usual... everytime abt e same thing..
not guy sux(handsome guy only),
is gal sux........
never read any blog tt say love is beautiful...
life is so wonderful...
always think that someone or something has own him....
never know how much pple has care n concern abt him.....
dude.... honestly, if u think u r a moron.. den so be it...
is u, urself think u r a moron....... nth can be done to change e way u thinking....
of coz... after e 'o', every1 wants to change a new look.... hu dont???
but wat is e purpose of it anyway???
to have more self-confident??
or have e feeling of dumping pple....
making pple heart-broken????
n will u be happy?????
really happy.....?
many things can be change
something u cant change....
if u wanna change ur look.......
go ahead... dude...
i wanna see e handsome side of u.....
but also change e inside u....
that is what every 1 wants to see....
looks doesnt concern.....
is e attitude that matters..........
being handsome, cool, cute is not a sin
but being a fucked up person is really a problem....
but u r not... or else no 1 wanted to be frenz wif u.....
dun always seek revenged...
thats not what life is all abt.....
but seek frenz who u can be trusted
able to tok to
share ur happiness
sadness....
sec skool is gonna be over....
cherish this moment...
write it in ur blog....
n it will be flooded wif pple.....
trust e "handsome" guy here.....
7:32 pm
been beri long neber blog liao... of coz lah.. after e chinese result came out... heart sank to e bottom of e ocean (power... practising english) so no time to blog liao....
today got not much thing to blog lor... start of e day got bio practical to do... n i do beri slow... slowly cutting e potato ( potato beri diff to cut lehz.. must be 70mm n 5mm) den no time to finish... hai!!!!
btw today lesson time nothing special e usual... so i will blog abt e oral thing.... just now in enlish lesson, practising e oral... mdm prema say my reading improve alot... of coz lah :P .......... den while waiting for my turn for e oral.... derek tell me tt he will wait for me at e canteen... den he go 4 e oral (he is e 1st person )... den saw charmaine so scare... so started my lame question... but den they laugh lehz... walao.. power!!! lameness improve liao... hahaha
den after charmaine go liao... yl go liao... started to feel sleepy so zzZZZZzzzzz... for a while... sitting on e chair also can sleep.. power sia... nvm... after wake up... only left wif jane, aileen, sili, me(of coz ), mich n chi chi..... den i am e only guy down there... so they beri boliao... started to ask e same old question........ hai!!!!! keep hearing this question... damn sianz sia... but nvm... den started to gossip wif e gals... hahahaha... dunno y.. wif gal damn good at gossiping... lolx.....
so e oral is just nothing.... did my best.. although e examiner not tt friendly... but over all still ok lah....... went down to canteen... never saw derek.. they say he left liao!$#*^(&)$^#@$*^*
5:55 pm
since i have written for marcus n nicholas ( 3 musketeers ) so i think i will write for e whole class ba....
si da mei nu in our 4e5 class is not e da mei nu (chio bu) but to me is si da bhb (dun wan face) hahaha... (dun take it so seriously) but then... every1 of them have their own "funny" way........
erm penny... known her only going to be 2 yrs liao... she is from USSS cuming to our skool is to study 3 science... beri smart gal... i can say... at first e few class test, she always got e 1st... so surprise... tt she do better than daniel- our top scorer..... n i can say... many pple at 1st dun like her.......... but after a while.... we begin to know her better, n noe tt she is a beri friendly person... easy going person also... not e 1 who wants to be 1st in everything... nice person to noe... really ....... she is lyk more outgoing person than most of e gals i noe...... hahahaha say until she so great lyk tt..... but i dun lie.... really... also hope tt she will be able to get to e JC she wanted n also she can be able to do beri well in e 'o' ba...................
charmaine also same as penny.... from USSS 1..... she a bit diff from penny... penny come to our skool is to get e top few student.... but den i dunno y... she come here is to get e MOST BLUR award in our skool lehz.... maybe she wants to beat min hui (btw min hui had already won many award for e most blur student in our skool :P)..... really lehz...i dunno she is really beri blur or act blur????? but den also lyk penny.... easy going person... quite funny person in tt sense is "lame" (but dun have as good as me lah) .... n 1 more... beri talented in coloring... so hope that nxt yr she will be more alert... dun be so blur (min hui is e unbeatable... dun border to challenge her!!!) n can get in to her JC ba... WORK HARD MAN!!!
michelle heng.... walao... i at 1st noe her i quite of scare of her.... really!!! she last time is beri big size... than most of our guys(tt time guys haven puberty... like small boy boy like tt.... ) n she beri e ah lan..... but den after she join e si da mei nu..... change alot man.... really a totally diff person... more su nu a bit... but still got a lot to improve :P .... erm... also wish her all e best... n hope she can got in to e serangoon jc she wanted..... GOOD LUCK!!
karen xin.... same class when in sec 1.... i dunno wat so good abt her tt got 2 guy chasing after her when in sec 1.... both of e guy jealous of each other n wanted to stead her...... still remember got 1 time when one of e guy send a flower 4 valentine day..... she take e flower n give it to e teacher lehz... POWER!! sia....hahaha... she is also high pitch alien in our class.... dunno lehz... she so skinny hor?? still can scream like.... walao... no discription......
but also a nice person... can easily tok to when r down...(but of coz i never go to her when i am down....) also e same thing.... ALL E BEST for ur 'o' ba..... (p.s grow up abit hor..... dun like small gal jumping around.. 16 liao hor....)
10:40 pm
seeing everyone getting bad mood... feeling like going there n encourage them not to give up... but i myself also feeling down, wanting to give up.... wat has happen to me??? y from e day i step into this skool i never have a cheerful smile when getting result... dunno y?? everytime getting result, my heart will sank.... y??? just now feeling like crying but cant cry out... wth!!!! i got lower than wat i expected of myself.........
be4 e start of e paper in june... everyone says that i can do well, dun need to stress my self too much... n i also think so..... is that wat make me fall??? i dunno...... i hope i could get an answer... i started to get very tired of studying... feeling like giving up.... wat can i do??? everytime get result will be a disappointment.... sec 1 i am a conditionally pass student that gives me a chance to promote to nxt level..... sec 2 didnt do well too... get shit for all result but dunno y manage to come this class.... is it they trying to make a fool of me??? sec 3 worst.... last few pple in e class.... this yr nothing to say.......... really no hope...........................................
4:48 pm
actually, shld be yesterday blog 1 but den too tired liao... really damn tired... so have to blog today...
yesterday is e national day.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! meeting erwan at ps together den go buy BK n go to e kallang stadium... enter e mrt train... walao so many pple wearing red like going to chinese new yr celebration... den erwan keep telling me tt he shld not have wear red... feeling lyk killing him in e train... den reach kallang liao.. so many pple again... go find penny n aldis to go stadium lor.... pretty long way n exchange ticket wif 2 nice pple ( becoz penny n aldis got green, erwan n me got yellow so change to sit together...) oh man!!! shld not have sit wif aldis... he keep telling us wat will happen..!
er... i tink no need to tell u wat happen in e parade ba... can watch on tv hor... miss it... catch e reply nxt week ba i think... many pple say go see NDP is so sian... but den watch over there n at hm is veri e diff.... u can feel e excitement over there... n e fireworks... n this yr is special abit... after MR NATHAN left.... got a little tribution to MR GOH CHOK TONG...... thanks u MR GOH!!!
now e best part.... e govt keep saying tt our pple r always be prepare for anything... lyk war... but after yesterday it change my view..... only e pple working in govt unit will be prepare not e pple...
yesterday when walking back to e MRT station after e parade... damn alot pple lor.. but got e NS men n police gives us direction to move.... they make a barrier to keep us off e road... to keep us safe... but den most singaporean r impatience or watever.... try to cross e road when e cars r moving.... cant they understand english???? we r not allow to move across becoz they have to let e vehicles to move 1st den e pple can move to e mrt station... freaking inconsiderate... only thinking of themselves... i dunno wat will happen man when war happen in singapore man..............
11:04 am
ha... today is damn tired lor... came back ard 11:30, still can come back n blog... lolx, coz i need to cool down be4 go to bath n zzzzz. actually today i wake up 7:30 to go church... so holy arh.. but den my normal style liao... after e church went out wif church frenz to eat n play com. games lah... quite fun lah... after tt wanting to go meet my skool frenz to go see fireworks but den sms them n call them... dun reply n end my call... i thought they play prank on me... den feel a bit piss off (cannot use piss off coz a bit like ALDIS, eeee! i dun wan to be ALDIS) ok! angry... den finally charmaine reply... she is having tuition den erwan reply too... he accidentally end my call so........ happy ending lah.... of coz no!!!
lame ard again..... nvm.... den go cine today go find them... saw jouie, aldis, yinglin, erwan, jocelyn, denise (today den noe her name.... is "de-nise" not "den-ise") n 2 of jouie's frenz... they r playing pool.... den sianz lor coz dun feel fun lehz dunno y... maybe becuz got too many pple arh??? dunno... den e time is 7pm+++... so damn like late liao... gonna miss e fireworks.. so we all rush to e mrt station
becoz e mrt got alot of pple.... miss 1 train coz too pack (every1 like us... going to see fireworks..) den have to separate ourself to get into e train........ reach city hall !!!! walao so many pple.... so have to follow each other closely to find a place to see fireworks!!!... siao man, got a lot of pple lehz.. even e pple sitted on e roadside railing!!!... singaporean r "kiasu" (dunno wat is kiasu.. go check singlish dictionary)... finally can get a good view... den erwan want to go find better place... in e end found fiona... hahaha so conincident (like tt spell arh???)... too bad too pack have to go back e original place to see... waited there like 30min den e fireworks start... damn many pple lor... walao cant breathe man... finally e thing start liao... beri nice really... those who got go... they will say nice... cant explain...
e fireworks thing only for 5 min... den pple waited 4 it, for 5hrs... hai but really nice... especially watch it wif ur bf or gf..... (aiya toking abt BGR later aldis wanted to blog abt it liao...) but romantic ur head... so packed n warm n some pple got BO.....den finish liao wanted to go find e rest n go eat dinner... walao cant use hp.... coz scare terrorist communicate each other... there got many pple ma... STUPID!!!
after tt call charmaine come find us... take her like a whole 1 hr to find us... cannot blame... coz she got no sense of direction...
den together ( yl,denise,aldis,erwan,penny,charmaine, me) go eat... cant find a place man... all also so crowded... only can find a place at pastamania...... nvm... while waiting 4 food, den we playing game wif denise... hahaha ask her question until she damn blur liao... (follow us is like tt 1... will get used to it...) n also joke at aldis.... we predict wat aldis is going to blog abt today...
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8/8/2004
today is still e same damn sian.... actually my mood very happy 1... going to see e fireworks... but den down there got so many young couples.... not 20+ to 30+ 1 lehz... is young couples holding hands n hugging each other... thanks lor, making me PISS OFF... y they holding hands must be infront of me.... y like that... galz r alway like tt... sux man.. only like guys wif nice body, always play sports.... i hope i can go back to e time where i start to eat alot....
GALZ SUX !!!!
(*ps. erm never copy from aldis blog, create by me....)
*aldis if u wanna write a blog today, come copy n paste from me.... no copyright.... lolx
that is e end of e day lor....... walao... beri long rite.... so tired still can blog so much.....................
11:48 pm
erm today can say not really excited lah... coz NO no.1 uniform, no real M-16 rifle... but must still put in effort ma, coz i am staff n also its e last parade... today wake up at 5:30am... so surprise coz normally go skool wake up at 7am... den so early until no 1 in e family had woke up.. so cannot go back n sleep later overslept no 1 wake me up.. only can sit on e chair n try to close my eye... zzzZZZzzz... wake up again... coz sleep on chair so uncomfortable... nvm not e main pt... when i was abt to go off, i started feeling lyk going to shit... power sia, yesterday whole night stay at hm dun wanna shit when abt to go den wanna shit... everytime got important occasion felt this way... wonder will tt happen on my wedding day???? ok stop lame ard...
after my SHIT... go skool lor... haven 7am, most pple waited outside e NCC room liao, others rehearsal neber see them so good luk... den when i changed liao getting e guys ready to go parade sq........ den they tell me never bring head dress (e green colour thing we wear on our head)... feeling lyk knock them down(push- up) den cannot no time... ms nai noe it beri e angry n started scolding every1.... 1st thing in e morning kanna scolded.. hai!!! no chose...
after tt.. get to e parade sq. wanna have a child run... den march like e shit i pass out in e morning... damn sux man.. every1 is lyk so blur... hai.. so many pple standing there n see.. so pai seh...
too bad now no time to do anything liao... gonna start e speech day liao.. so only can practice wif them at e starting pt.. where we march off e place... down there only can encourage e guys to do well n remind them something.. that's all, den its abt to start, den 1 of e guys dunno y so power... drop e rifle n broke e dummy rifle into 2... walao so power.. den again ms nai scolded us... can understand lah... e parade going to start liao n he broke e rifle... only can quickly get another 1 to replace liao lor...
have been in GOH (guard of honor) for 2 times liao... dunno y this time a bit scared.. maybe i am e staff n anything happen we will answer 4 it.. n i have no confident tt my cadet will do well... just pray hard liao lor..
when is abt to march off.. i am standing infront of e company... n every eyes is looking at us.. so pressured... but its ok lor... everything went quite well... unexpectedly tt when we salute to e guest... we did beri well... but also jonathan n kenny both got some mistake lah... but e comment is tt we did beri good... hai finally!!! our past few months of training e cadets has not went down e drain... they improve beri much... but still need a lot of practice... too bad.. we r leaving liao.. concentrating on e 'o' liao...........
4:20 pm
erm.. today got damn alot of thing to tok abt... hahaha tok abt e start of e x-country ba... when e event getting started.. our HOD of CCA (dunno how to spell his name lah) wanna us to do e kallang wave... i now den noe y our skool is kanna call neighbourhood skool... 1stly our student here dunno is retard or processing slow... ask them do kallang wave... e sec 1 dunno how to do... need e teacher to ask them to do again... den when they finally did it.. e other class neber do... i think they pentium 1 (or worst den tt).. 2ndly, our student not retard but hack care... when ask the sec 5n to do ... they dun give a damn abt it... hai, if i am e principal... must be beri poor thing... life kanna shorten by dunno how many...
den when we r abt to start e race, our vice-p started to tok cock... lyk trying to bluff e 3yrs old kid lyk tt... walao.. we senior boys liao lehz... den after his SPEECH.. i see the junior gals is going to finish e race liao... they r running e last few meter... "BANG!" (of coz never use gun lah.. dunno wat e thing call) e race FINALLY started... we this gang of coz must wait 4 our beloved marcus fu... wen we enter e "jungle" marcus AUTO take out e tibits liao.. beri e fast.. no need us to say.. power rite??? as we walk... we saw antonio (sili bf lah... dunno how to spell) he is beri e tired... can see.. den he ask " when is e finish pt???" lolx... cannot blame USSS never had x-country be4... erm... guys r 4.8 km... i think we got 4.5km to go lolx....
in e middle of e "jungle" lah... when most pple r beri far infront n back... we started our nonsense... we started to sing song... not normal song lehz... "san ge"... power rite... lolx singing how big marcus' xxxxx is how big... lolx joking lah..
den follow by national day song... lyk "home" etc... 1 grp of joker in there.... by e time we come to e main road... suiren call us n tell us tt they r starting to give out prizes liao... power neber wait 4 us... hai... wen we gonna reach there.. charmaine call us n tell us tt they r all dismiss liao... MORE POWER!!! go home neber wait for e rest to finish e race....
of coz when we reach e finishing line, most pple go hm liao lor... this is could be my last x-country but i had a really great time wif e guys... n also reply to wat penny had said... our class gals got 3 pple in e top 10... but den we guys...(yl,marcus,aldis,mark,wei ming, me) got e last few position... lolx... we r helping others to have e feeling of overtaking us only wat....lolx...
still got many things to say lah.. but no time to blog liao lah... tml must go skool early 4 e GOH.... n also seeing my blog... i dun feel lyk blog any more... den sianz man... i feel sian, others will feel more sian rite???? hai!!! ALDIS WHEN IS MY BLOG BE READY????
8:42 pm
erm... actually both of them i had known them for more than 2 yrs liao... nick same class as me in 1e3, marcus same class in 2e1... maybe i'm fated to be wif them from sec3 till now... hai so pitiful!!!
nicholas say... 1 of our class good looking guy, always have a very tao look.. tt make some 'gals' lyk him beri much... but den not many pple know tt actually he is a totally different guy from wat he look.. everytime u walk pass him, if he never say 'hi' to u, dun be surprise coz he is lyk tt.. beri e tao person, but if u r close wif him... walao, he is damn KPO guy man... dun believe it rite??? me too lor... he always lyk to kpo abt pple... "who is ur gal frenz arh???" " do u lyk that person arh???" "wat??? they all fighting arh??? wat happen..." etc.......................... (alot more lah)
marcus fu... dunno wat to say lehz.. erm... a cheerful guy really,from sec 2 i know him until now, many pple always say he is FAT.. but he lyk never put it in heart... ( maybe he is crying behind e door!!) hahaha... he always look on e bright side 1... he is e least expected person to commit suicide 1... many pple lyk him not becoz he is fat n cute but he is really damn funny person... 1 of e clown in our class... also 1 of e beri the smart person... One bad pt of him... damn like to insult pple, sometimes i feel lyk killing him man... this person dunno when to stop his "joke" when some1 is starting to get angry...
being wif them is really beri fun... we always stay at our own corner tok n joke... last yr always kanna scolded by teacher 1.... but den tat's wat make us 3 musketeers....
9:26 pm
i wanna sue SBS.. their bus 232 came late today... walao... normally, when i reach the bus stop near my hse at 7.18 e bus will come just in time n reach skool's bus stop 5 min later... den i will run to skool( short dist only lah..) n reach skool just in time den e gate will close... but today lorz... $%^&*#$%& came damn late lehz... i reach my hse bus stop ard e same time.. e bus late by dunno how long!!!! it came abt 7.25 ba... so late den come... but den heng lah... got erwan on bus... got pple accompany wif me go detention... nice rite????
5:01 pm
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